#insomniac thoughts

[pan-withnoplan]

I survived the Black Water arc but christ alive. I will never feel joy again.

(I'm lying. I will feel joy again once hualian stop pretending they need extreme situations to kiss.)

[darlingzsworld]

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[wigglys-dikrats]

mouthface from trail to oregon!

mouth face

nibblenephim has a mouth for a face

nibbly is mouthface

[doomedfromthewombfr]

Trauma turns you into a time traveler. I'm stuck reliving the past, terrified of the future, and too exhausted to deal with the present

[unknownwritersblog]

It's 3am, I'm not sleeping. Instead, I am:

~writing a different perspective of Nick Nelson's gay crisis

~Writing my alive!au and giving it some angst

~writing monty turning back into a human

~wondering if sleep is real or just a lie

[suraemoon]

wicked really said “everyone deserves the chance to FLY” and that’s so true because flying looks cool asf

when’s it gonna be my turn? i’m waiting patiently for my chance… ⏰

[cloudsandtrails]

My mind is balled twine,

Now I lay me down to sleep—

Hope is a feather.

[mydearneteyam]

being truly honest, i think english as a first language is an easy way to live, i mean, you don't make the same mistakes as someone who is not a native, you know? kinda hate to always translate everything, read everything twice or more just to see if you write it right in the first attempt or if the translator wasn't the best.

it sucks to know that sometimes the words can't come out because you don't remember it and you need to check everything again. because your language isn't the one who everyone NEEDS to know as a signature in school, to look for better opportunities. because your language isn't the UNIVERSAL language.

[subtlerebellion]

Been thinking alot lately about how I still have alot of healing to do, but definitely getting better each day.

[an-error-0ccurred]

Here are some barely holding on eggs! Which one are you!?!?!

(1) A bunch of fricked up little creepy spider babies that are not really in an egg they're in a silk sack but honestly they're vibing and don't really want to leave so they're just eating each other

Itchy, random pains, pains that are faint and disappear only to reappear again, scared of spider georg, tastes like metal, loves ice

(2) blood you are full of blood and it likes to come out a lot

Blood, blood, for some reason your mouth feels like pineapple, blood, guess what more blood

(3) a unfortunate little chick who's got one leg that's shorter than the other and doesn't really have a beak so they're just kind of licking at the inside of the eggshell with their weird bird tongue

Generally tired, unsteady, visibly recognized as disabled, has probably eaten several worms, and will eat more

(4) two worms and one rollie pollie in a dirty plastic Easter egg

Tells people you are living your best life, you are most definitely not living your best life, your joints won't stay in and honestly you've given up on trying, someone should definitely check up on you

(5) acorn

Is not an egg, should not be on this list, has never broken a bone but is definitely a frequent flyer at the ER, might make a good jelly

(6) human pregnant person

Growing a whole ass person, while being a person, badass, quick question does it ever bother you that there's something inside of you that has its own autonomy and therefore moves inside of you but not under your control, eats the best snacks

(7) a gloopy handful of frog eggs freshly scooped from the pond the pond being a algae-filled forgotten bucket behind the shed

Gelatinous, full of sticks, wishing your head would feel either cold or hot to help with your migraines, no appetite, gelatinous, sweaty

(8) already decomposing unfertilized snake egg

Your body is literally melting, you might be on fire, would stab someone unprovoked, would insult when provoked, full of glue, overestimates you're own capabilities

Make enough friends and you can probably collect them all or you could be all of them if you are I'm sorry

[jennyviviandee]

Well, that Nintendo Direct destroyed me emotionally.

I didn't know we were going to get an announcement for one of my favorite DS games (Trace Memory)! Plus the Wii sequel we never got here. That I have avoided everything about all these years despite desiring to play it.

Then right after that, Princess Peach: Showtime!? Her second solo game following Super Princess Peach (2005) that takes place inside a theatre while letting her having a magical girl transformation each time she dons a new outfit? I cried watching the trailer originally. And I did so again.

Also, Super Mario RPG adding in being able to re-fight bosses (which is an option I love to have) caught me off guard. The first instance of a playable Bowser, King of the Koopas, in the franchise. Like most, Princess Toadstool, Bowser, and Mario comprised my party in the 1996 original game.

Another unexpected announcement at the end was Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door. Jinkies, what? Here come the waterworks for a third time. Because Vivian, period.

[saphicscribe]

Lovely Megan-

[jelicaalynn]

i was just told i can be colder than ice 🥶🧊

but apparently the reason is because i’m a witch.

is this a compliment? 🤣

[heaven-ad0res-you]

01/05/23

2:33pm

can’t make a sound 2

insomniac

i’m an insomniac and i hate sleeping alone.

the other will fall asleep first

and that means i get to lay quietly with someone in my arms.

i will think about them

and their life

and everything that led to them being there

to them being here

in my bed

in my arms.

the feeling has become anything but lonely.

[suraemoon]

All the Beetlejuice and Lydia shipping is keeping me from wanting to see the new movie lmaooo 😭 That concept creeps me out because he preyed on her when she was a child but now she’s an adult so let’s just forget about all of that?

This is coming from someone who watches the first movie every october + wore a Lydia Deetz costume for Halloween one year + went to go see the musical on Broadway + knew the entire Broadway soundtrack

Lydia Deetz will find her dream man and that man is not Beetlejuice. (A ghost who’s been obsessed with her since she was in high school)

This reminds me of Wednesday. Where a modern adaption of Wednesday Addams somehow ends up in a love triangle? Like..why force a random love story that doesn’t make sense with the character! I could write a whole essay on the wednesday series…don’t get me started

[myrrrhis]

For no reason I just want to get in my car and drive tf away. Start a new life and assume a new identity.